Are there things that one does in life that are so bad that cannot be pardoned? That no matter what, there is no way out of it or no way of explaining it in hopes of rectifying it? I think so. There is something I have done that comes to mind, which I won’t reveal, that occasionally visits my conscious and I just can’t find any way of excusing it or expecting understanding and forgiveness. How do we deal with such things? Forget about them, face them knowing there is no way out, what…? I guess we just have to face it when it comes into our heads every once in a while and try to accept the fact that it happened and it can’t be changed.